F**k it...

 .... life sometimes hurts so much....

The happiest day and the mistake.

Yesterday in Poland was Mother's Day which supposed to be the happiest day of the year for every mother and I hope it was such for  my mum. I decided I would give her those two little gifts which you can see below. I also think that mums in Poland and in other countries where there is different Mother's Day than the most common one ( second Sunday of May ) should have two Mother's Day. Unfortunately things aren't done this way. But why ? There should be more occasions to make us happy :) Maybe each and  everyone of us should have own list of occasions to celebrate ? For example : whenever I wake up it is time for me to have a blast cause I am alive ;) What shall you say ? Think about at least three reasons why you could be more happier in your life and just bring the happiness to life :).

    It is Mr Oscar wrapped in a foil with a red ribbon. My Mum found him on 

a kitchen table in the morning that day. 

 Mr Oscar though a small guy ( around 18 cm ) was given for the role of the Best Mum  

( za rolę najlepszej mamy - try to say it in polish. Just push the button "Słuchaj" 

and the lady will tell you how to say it ;). When Mum got it she behaved like those actors: 

I don't know if I am worthy enough to have it. So I told her that giving Oscars always 

raises controversy so she can chill out. Just me ;) Sorry Mum ;) 

 This is Mr Oscar after ceremony. A bit drunk and unstable but still standing.

 And the diploma with wishes for the lady who gave birth to me.

 The last thing I wanna share with you is that yesterday I also noticed a mistake. Just for the record if I make a mistake please correct it so I can be better in English :) So my mistake : 

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Yes, there is a mistake in the title of my blog :(  I even did the right form of it here but I don't know if I manage to do it.... cause I was thinking about another mistake which appeared in the name of the movie "The Pursuit of Happyness" based on  facts so maybe I should leave it that way cause some mistakes are just necessary ;) Lol. And if you haven't seen that movie maybe this will encourage and inspire you to do so. You got a a dream, you gotta protect it 

The story begins...

 ... it will be the story about my disease which began when I was about three weeks old and lasts till my 27 year of life... The doctors said it was : assymetric limbs cause big toe of right foot was growing bigger and bigger and the bones there were thicker .... Also some lipomas appeared.... Now my right leg looks like on those X-rays. Almost like a big foot ;)

 

And I really also sometimes think like it is unreal and it didn't happen to me... The thing

around my right ankle is lipoma. You can read more about it on wikipedia  ( the real 

specialist in tough cases ;) Generally doctors examined me and thought it was kind 

of Hemangioma. However it wasn't that. 

Would it be possible that my left and right feet would look the same ?

Till now I had like 9 or 10 surgeries. I have really stopped counting them and that is

why I am lost with the number cause I really don't like it.

And also on this picture u can see that lipoma better. 

Those bones in my crus ( lower leg ) were once straigher. I can see the difference

on other X-rays which unfortunately I don't have on CD because at the time they were taken

 there was only version on paper ( you know the kind of thing they make radiography ;)

While I was writing this it really made me cry cause I was thinking also about going to hospital on 13 of June to have X-ray computed tomography and other medical examination so I can  have proper treatment in the future. However I am fighting with all the worries and I hope you also do so in your life :) One of the inspiration for me is ... unforgettable Rocky Balboa ;) I hope you will enjoy his speech and stay blessed and inspired all the time ! But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much can you take and keep moving forward. 

 P.S. I come from Poland and as I can see now my English isn't so good. That is why I will write in polish and then translate it into English.